Over that the last few weeks...

since work has started I've been real busy and tired, but it's a good job cause i get to keep my daughter with me and watch her at all times, shes not with a psycho at a daycare she's with me! over the last few months, I've been trying to potty train her, it's going well, she knows when she has to go or thinks, cause she tells me, pee pee or kaka, but she'll get soon enough, she's very smart, she's been saying two and three word sentences for months, which is smart, she's very brave too, she's not a scared little girl, she's not clingy neither, i don't keep her that close to me, you cant do that anyhow, than your kids have no freedom and stuff and always have to be attached, and you yourself have no life if your always watching out for your children, but she is somewhat always with me, but that's okay cause she has her own independence. she's also in pull ups, she dresses herself, feeds herself etc. shes very smart for her age, I'm gonna put her in gymnastics too when that age comes about. anyways, work has been good, i can't wait till we actually have a full week, instead of all these holidays off . this week coming should be good with the check of next week, this week coming, the check will suck, but it's okay. at least i work and pay my own bills. Patrick is doing well in school, he learned how to tell time, he's doing better at reading and he's learning how to cook, not anything big, but we're teaching him, he's a smart kid too, he loves to clean, he vacuums, does dishes, he's awesome at it.

I went to the club this past Friday after 2 weeks of not going out and it was okay, details can't be disclosed, but we'll just say a girl i didn't know and her man were having some issues it lead to others being involved and wow it was a mess, but the night ended okay and was back to normal. i hope she got to where she wanted okay!!

I'm looking forward to tax season this year, because I'm hoping to move out of this hole, cause i cant stand it anymore. and I'm gonna find a real apartment to live in, till another opp comes into play. than if i still have money left over i wanna get myself a van. but we'll plan that out when the time comes . I'm also getting a new kitty, her name is cowkitty, she's gonna be here hopefully on Tuesday, I'll update on my myspace of her, I'll put a picture of her up on here too. anyways i'm taking this night to be up late and take advantage, tomorrow i have to go grocery shopping and take Patrick back, cause he's got school Monday. I guess I'll leave it at this ... one more thing, i finally got my computer back after it crashed, thanks to joey!! :) also my BFF Nichole L is coming home in a few weeks and i cannot wait cause she's my partner in crime. i do have another partner in crime, but the other girl and i like to cause other stuff lmao.. anyways, I'm off till another update, can't promise when that will be... see ya. www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

Yep, an update

First off let's say after all said and done , yes Victoria and i are talking again, things are okay with that and on that end. A few nights ago we went and talked to Nicole about what was being said etc. As she said them, i see some issues in the stories, especially being said in different ways. but whatever. Supposedly how everyone in the world said that Jaime and i are having drama or issues, that is NOT what i said. I said she called me some names, doesn't matter if i took it the wrong or right way, i felt offended. she deleted me, so i deleted everyone else, because you are all my friends, we all talk to the same people, at least if no one is on my page, no one will be in the middle of shit ... ( i have prove of what i said). i don't hate anyone or mad at anyone. Victoria doesn't talk to Jaime and if she was talking shit she would tell me, but to have it clarified, I'd like to know exactly what she s aid, cause we can correct it! i can;t stand how i say one thing and it all gets twisted.. bunch of fucking games! why can;t you people just get along and have normal friendships, like i remember. I've never been in this much of "drama" circles in my life. enough about that.. on to other news.

Friday night i went to speakers but didn't stay, than we went to baby daddy's house ( for his wife reading this) i left a note on his car to call me, yes i did threaten him but it was for him to call, and he did and called me a cunt three times... now it's on, cause i ain't fucking around anymore. either he wants to have ties with his kids or he doesn't ... he better pay all child support. or he dies! and i mean it, i cant take his shit anymore. he's nothing but a liar, cheater and whore. he changes his phone number cause i have to harass him every month for my child support! so, he will get his, i know plenty of people to kick his ass and he better be scared cause there isn't no one to help him, maybe if he stayed away from people like girls he wouldn't be in trouble! also to clarify, Victoria wasn't the cause of him returning to jail, it was someone else who tattled on him and he got in trouble... don't believe me, ask the courts who tattled and got a summons and didn't show! i don't know about him anymore, he's a fucking whore, he's probably already cheated on his wife and hopefully she finally left him, hes nothing and two of us know his history! anyways, yesterday was fun, out all day... also got my car for my work, it's a car too. which is cool. now today Sunday, just relaxing, than tomorrow is the parade so who knows what's gonna go on, Tuesday i start work, lol... I'm gonna go, cause later i gotta go home and clean. i guess ill update soon, with work starting i dunno, ill update later tomorrow with some pictures, if i can! see ya, www.myspace.com/mysterious1431