Over that the last few weeks...

since work has started I've been real busy and tired, but it's a good job cause i get to keep my daughter with me and watch her at all times, shes not with a psycho at a daycare she's with me! over the last few months, I've been trying to potty train her, it's going well, she knows when she has to go or thinks, cause she tells me, pee pee or kaka, but she'll get soon enough, she's very smart, she's been saying two and three word sentences for months, which is smart, she's very brave too, she's not a scared little girl, she's not clingy neither, i don't keep her that close to me, you cant do that anyhow, than your kids have no freedom and stuff and always have to be attached, and you yourself have no life if your always watching out for your children, but she is somewhat always with me, but that's okay cause she has her own independence. she's also in pull ups, she dresses herself, feeds herself etc. shes very smart for her age, I'm gonna put her in gymnastics too when that age comes about. anyways, work has been good, i can't wait till we actually have a full week, instead of all these holidays off . this week coming should be good with the check of next week, this week coming, the check will suck, but it's okay. at least i work and pay my own bills. Patrick is doing well in school, he learned how to tell time, he's doing better at reading and he's learning how to cook, not anything big, but we're teaching him, he's a smart kid too, he loves to clean, he vacuums, does dishes, he's awesome at it.

I went to the club this past Friday after 2 weeks of not going out and it was okay, details can't be disclosed, but we'll just say a girl i didn't know and her man were having some issues it lead to others being involved and wow it was a mess, but the night ended okay and was back to normal. i hope she got to where she wanted okay!!

I'm looking forward to tax season this year, because I'm hoping to move out of this hole, cause i cant stand it anymore. and I'm gonna find a real apartment to live in, till another opp comes into play. than if i still have money left over i wanna get myself a van. but we'll plan that out when the time comes . I'm also getting a new kitty, her name is cowkitty, she's gonna be here hopefully on Tuesday, I'll update on my myspace of her, I'll put a picture of her up on here too. anyways i'm taking this night to be up late and take advantage, tomorrow i have to go grocery shopping and take Patrick back, cause he's got school Monday. I guess I'll leave it at this ... one more thing, i finally got my computer back after it crashed, thanks to joey!! :) also my BFF Nichole L is coming home in a few weeks and i cannot wait cause she's my partner in crime. i do have another partner in crime, but the other girl and i like to cause other stuff lmao.. anyways, I'm off till another update, can't promise when that will be... see ya. www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

Yep, an update

First off let's say after all said and done , yes Victoria and i are talking again, things are okay with that and on that end. A few nights ago we went and talked to Nicole about what was being said etc. As she said them, i see some issues in the stories, especially being said in different ways. but whatever. Supposedly how everyone in the world said that Jaime and i are having drama or issues, that is NOT what i said. I said she called me some names, doesn't matter if i took it the wrong or right way, i felt offended. she deleted me, so i deleted everyone else, because you are all my friends, we all talk to the same people, at least if no one is on my page, no one will be in the middle of shit ... ( i have prove of what i said). i don't hate anyone or mad at anyone. Victoria doesn't talk to Jaime and if she was talking shit she would tell me, but to have it clarified, I'd like to know exactly what she s aid, cause we can correct it! i can;t stand how i say one thing and it all gets twisted.. bunch of fucking games! why can;t you people just get along and have normal friendships, like i remember. I've never been in this much of "drama" circles in my life. enough about that.. on to other news.

Friday night i went to speakers but didn't stay, than we went to baby daddy's house ( for his wife reading this) i left a note on his car to call me, yes i did threaten him but it was for him to call, and he did and called me a cunt three times... now it's on, cause i ain't fucking around anymore. either he wants to have ties with his kids or he doesn't ... he better pay all child support. or he dies! and i mean it, i cant take his shit anymore. he's nothing but a liar, cheater and whore. he changes his phone number cause i have to harass him every month for my child support! so, he will get his, i know plenty of people to kick his ass and he better be scared cause there isn't no one to help him, maybe if he stayed away from people like girls he wouldn't be in trouble! also to clarify, Victoria wasn't the cause of him returning to jail, it was someone else who tattled on him and he got in trouble... don't believe me, ask the courts who tattled and got a summons and didn't show! i don't know about him anymore, he's a fucking whore, he's probably already cheated on his wife and hopefully she finally left him, hes nothing and two of us know his history! anyways, yesterday was fun, out all day... also got my car for my work, it's a car too. which is cool. now today Sunday, just relaxing, than tomorrow is the parade so who knows what's gonna go on, Tuesday i start work, lol... I'm gonna go, cause later i gotta go home and clean. i guess ill update soon, with work starting i dunno, ill update later tomorrow with some pictures, if i can! see ya, www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

no updating for awhile

I wont be updating for awhile, school is starting up again and I'll be returning to work, so i may be too tired to actually write, but i will do weekend updates ... i did go to the Dr's today and i do have bursitis and i have to take Motrin 800 and have PT for 6 weeks, so I'm hoping that works, or next step is cortisone shots. anyways, everything is going okay, i won't elaborate on that, but let's just say its okay... see ya soon and i promise my readers ill update sometimes soon ;-) cause i just love nosy people - www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

Just a few things to talk about

Friday night was interesting...everyone was out, both Lisa's and Kristen, which shocked me i never expected it, but it was fun and I'd love to have another fun night like that again. my ex best friend of 20 plus years got married too on Saturday and there is drama and lies behind it, cause no one really close to her was in it, but whatever on that. as of Friday i also have a new job, driving students again , i start the 30Th! i can't wait... today i went shopping for Patrick's school clothes, also on Saturday i order a sprint phone, i consider getting their service, small down payment but I'm patiently waiting for it arrive in the mail by ups. but yeah than i came home from shopping and was soooo tired i fell asleep, cause the kids were sleeping so i took advantaged. than i got up cause the phone was ringing off the hook and i was pissed, so i didn't take anyone calls, my moment of madness, sorry if i didn't answer, especially to all and mom, but i wasn't in the mood for talkness, i was tired, in pain and not available for a normal conversation... anyways, i saw pictures of the wonderful marriage too, but i have no comment for it, cause if i comment it wont be nice, so good luck, best wishes, hope ya stay together, who knows, marriage is different than a relationship... anyways I'm off, I'm tired, see ya and ill try to update again when i feel in the mood... www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

This Morning

Let's just update on my hip problem. I've had two nights now with no sleep, even when i sleep on my stomach or back it still throbs or goes completely numb, i try to get it to pass or ill just ignore it, but then it comes more numb then painful, i just dont know what to do, if i beg the dr to push up the appt or what. i have problems with my knees but not this bad. i just dont know how much longer i can deal, not only that but friday nights are my night and when i start the night and dance away, my hip starts to hurt and it bums me out, it gets so painful i have to sit, few weeks ago i had to leave the club an hour and half earlier than normal. - on other notes, i want to get my nails done today, i was trying this thing where it grows out your nails, but i feel so bare without nails i just have to do it and get it over with, im waiting for my unemployment check, it might come today, or maybe tomorrow. i got my first one already, 4 weeks worth, it was heaven, i paid my bills, it was great. i still have left over money, go figure. Patrick and Kenzie are fighting as usual, she's screaming and he's crying, i don't know what to do with them, he won't share with her and then he'll start with "everyone hates him or doesn't like him" and he'll start crying... i dunno.. but ill update more later if i can't sleep! See ya www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

Friday night

Friday night was fun, Everyone was there, of course some was a little worried about what would happen, but it all worked out, We did have to leave early, but it was for the best, hope ur feeling better leese. a fight did break out, but it wasn't any of us, but it was interesting.. anyways, after a 2 hour journey trying to get where we were trying to be, i finally got home, got chewed out, but it's okay now, over with.. and today was okay - i was in pain, my hip isn't getting anymore, i have to take one more pill before bed. Monday is my dermo appt, then at the end of the month i have my ortho appt, i think i am just falling apart, it's sicking. but maybe it's for the best, maybe i'll get declared d isabled and can't work, yeah right, i'd be so bored at home doing nothing, but it's getting to the point where i can barely walk without pain! ill be old at 30 before i know it, my body has just finally giving me a hint it's time to settle... Im getting my computer fixed this weekend, but im dropping it off to get fixed and ill get it back within a few weeks, thanks to joe, luv ya! jaime is letting use her laptop till then, i luv ya too! and thanks girlie. anyways, im gonna get back to cleaning the house, then i have to get back to talking to nichole, so i'll be updating tomorrow maybe - laundry day, so we'll see... i have so much laundry to do!! see ya - www.myspace.com/mysterious1431

Wow

Wow it's been a long time since i've done this, but i can explain. my computer crashed after 5 years of working fine, no problems and all the sudden, so i've been using nothing or going to my mom's. i'm getting my computer fixed, so, but wont get it back for atleast 2 weeks, so miss jaime is gonna have to help me out, of course it was my fault on tuesday though. so that's that... on other notes, i finally got back all my financial needs and then some. i may even be getting a job doing what i did before. we'll see, they said they would call as soon as another office was set up. if they don't call by next week i'll call her. but i guess im doing alright, finally getting everything back on track. the thing that has saved money, was the cell phone it's not gone, i have a pre paid one now to cut down my talk time, saves me money. no monthly bills. - on other notes, some shit has been going on, but nothing i can't control. or afraid of, like someone said they had words for me, but hasn't confronted me yet, i'm still waiting and im not hard to find, i can only be in two places that the person knows personally. but i could care less, i was right and she is wrong, i told the truth and now shes trying to make it seem like i lied. but whatever... i could be more mean than i am, but i aint in the mood, i have my own shit to worry about, not other peoples crap and stupidity. im gonna get ready for bed, im tired and shit, so i need to get to bed and wake up early tomorrow. i'll update when i can, cause tomorrow i think im going home we'll see how the weather turns out.
see ya - www.myspace.com/mysterious1431