This Morning

Let's just update on my hip problem. I've had two nights now with no sleep, even when i sleep on my stomach or back it still throbs or goes completely numb, i try to get it to pass or ill just ignore it, but then it comes more numb then painful, i just dont know what to do, if i beg the dr to push up the appt or what. i have problems with my knees but not this bad. i just dont know how much longer i can deal, not only that but friday nights are my night and when i start the night and dance away, my hip starts to hurt and it bums me out, it gets so painful i have to sit, few weeks ago i had to leave the club an hour and half earlier than normal. - on other notes, i want to get my nails done today, i was trying this thing where it grows out your nails, but i feel so bare without nails i just have to do it and get it over with, im waiting for my unemployment check, it might come today, or maybe tomorrow. i got my first one already, 4 weeks worth, it was heaven, i paid my bills, it was great. i still have left over money, go figure. Patrick and Kenzie are fighting as usual, she's screaming and he's crying, i don't know what to do with them, he won't share with her and then he'll start with "everyone hates him or doesn't like him" and he'll start crying... i dunno.. but ill update more later if i can't sleep! See ya www.myspace.com/mysterious1431